My abscent nathaniel

ive found myself a short term job, im now a sorta builder appentice for abit (6 weeks, 1 week done) , basically my uncle is mid manager a little company and needs more people to help build a a new house in a village out off my town, he just needs more people due to a builder strike in the company that happened about a week ago, i said ill help out if i get paid.......so now i wake up at 6.30, get a lift from a mate to th site which takes 30 mins and work till about 4, then have to walk all the way back with my crap which takes like an hour if i jog and decide to cross the busy motorway(all this normally in the rain). So yeah, this is the main reason i cant bother my asre to come on my computer at night and do anything but moan and feel all alone haha....but ill deffo be on at the weekends becasue i wont be knacked off my face......sometimes i come home at lunch (like today) if theres nothing to do so i might be on in the day, but damn.......my backs sore my hands are rough.......i just want to lay down and die haha. hopefully see you tomoz.

Don't die Nath You'll make it! I'm sure you will.

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